Reminds me of Mary Whitehouse and her crew....they use to trawl the TV channels looking for something to complain about.....
I'd like to do a thread on how wires don't sound, but every time I do the subjectives jump in and highjack the thread with their unreality
The first sentence reefered to my last post.....
I'd like to do a thread on how wires don't sound, but every time I do the subjectives jump in and highjack the thread with their unreality
The first sentence reefered to my last post.....
Now think about what it would be like wearing one of them olde stylee diving helmets with the left and right windows replaced by 5" co-axials and having the air hose connected to a vaporizer.
Yeah, Pretty much, I'm toasted and never going to come back/be the same- yet aware of all that and still here. There is No help for it, No one Give's a **** anyways. So I'll just decline some more Mentally. Been Alone/isolated/withdrawn for so long anyways, Simply because that's just how it is and very few could remotely possibly understand.
I Am Tortured Every ******* Day by all of it...I'm an unstable/Crazy mess of a Person/Mind. It's Hell., Like I really don't want to ******* Live anymore...That's how bad it can get/feel at times. It's Very Real and ******* Hurts all that pain/guilt/Sadness etc But I try my best to deal with it.
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Actually, due to the psychological affects of certain colours, we can deduce that most everybody does in fact experience colours in much the same way.
If a truly "red" object was experienced by some people as "yellow" (despite them calling it "red") then the psychological affects of "red" would be different for some people than others. Much research indicates that this is not the case.
Take this for what it is worth, and others can laugh at me if they want, but I highly recommend reading (or listening to audio books) the writings of Eckhart Tolle. If you make a real effort to truly understand, you have a real chance of ending this chapter of your life and shedding all of the negativity that you carry.
Death is not the only way to kill "your self".
The good news is; that voice in your head... the constant chatter of thinking, criticizing, judging... it isn't you!
The real you is the observer of that chatter.
One more tip: Spend lots of time with animals. Admire their obvious absence of mental chatter and surprisingly you may be more like that. Even if it is temporary, it is progress.
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Actually, the mrs and me frequently argue about color themes.
Couple of days ago about whether something was lila, pink, or a tad purple.
Another favorite is pastel shades of blue and green.
(Imho, many women are somewhat color blind, despite what genetics claims. One possible explanation would be that they're all closet winos and/or smokers)
Me and the Mrs. argue about the difference between "salmon" and "coral", but I am pretty sure we are seeing exactly the same colour.
We aren't newlyweds, after all. 😀
(I think we need to acknowledge that semantics plays a big role in colour arguments; "It's beige!" ... "No! It's oatmeal!"
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Just get some RAL colour charts Lads, then you will have domestic bliss, no silly words trying to label a colour....🙂
By the way Salmon tend to swim about, coral is natures stoner, just sits there on a rock munching all day...
By the way Salmon tend to swim about, coral is natures stoner, just sits there on a rock munching all day...
No, its just the living with it/dealing with it part, because I know damn well I deserve it all, its called consequence's/choices...even worse when added everyone will constantly hold it against you.
I have to Accept what I have done/turned into and that is hard...It doesn't matter Though I can't stop Blaming/beating myself up with all the Guilt/shame all that ****, and I feel Selfish, Like Tired of Worrying the **** the about myself, makes you want to worry/think about anyone else/anything other than yourself. I'm 26 and suppose to have my whole Life ahead of me yet I'm ******* really Lost/Crazy, just Great...
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AudioFreak88,
Seems to me you are not too far gone. Otherwise, you wouldn't be here discussing it.
Give Mr. Tolle a chance. You'll surprise yourself, and others.
Seems to me you are not too far gone. Otherwise, you wouldn't be here discussing it.
Give Mr. Tolle a chance. You'll surprise yourself, and others.
I don't know why I brought it up/discussing it...Tired of really thinking about it all probably. I'm Pretty damn Far gone...Everyone seems to damn well think so too. I oded should of ******* Died 3 years ago..and at this point if I knew it would of gotten this bad, wish I would of ******* Died...That's how it really does feel like...Yet I was spared..a little bit of Bud saved me/knocked me out finally after being strung the **** out on glass/X for like 12 Days if not for the bud probably would of stayed up even ******* longer and actually would of died...I will never feel the same ever again. It's Pretty ******* hard to deal with it when your whole Mind/Body/World has been tortured after that, I feel it/get reminded every day since and further feels like I'm getting more ******* unstable.
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You know that chart thing where you look at those 7 reds bands and men are supposed to see 4 different colours and the women all 7?
Both the Mrs and I see 6.
There are some people who do music, as a drug in itself - Basspig, for example: intense bass at 135dB, using Korean pop music as a delivery mechanism ... very interesting fellow, www.Basspig.com The Bass Pig's Lair ...
I was sitting here soldering resistors in a PC board that came from Outer Space.....or so it says, when I remembered that there were some brief mentions of building a DIY analog music synthesizer by people on this forum. Post#184 was one place.
I fully intend to design and develop a new design analog synth. I will use SMD parts for size and availability reasons, since I want the electronics small enough to fit inside a guitar.
A project of that magnitude isn't going to happen overnight, especially since I just moved into this house last week and I must build a new lab first, so I decided to start on a smaller scale. I bought a pair of boards to build a 3 oscillator analog synth. I had about half of the parts to populate the boards, some of it saved from my first synth build in 1972. The rest just got ordered from Mouser.
I plan to build this thing as it is intended, and then use it as a test bed for ideas. The machine in question is:
Music From Outer Space - Your Synth-DIY Headquarters
There is an expander, and I am building that too.
Music From Outer Space - Your Synth-DIY Headquarters
Any interest in seeing a thread devoted to its build up and eventual modification.
I fully intend to design and develop a new design analog synth. I will use SMD parts for size and availability reasons, since I want the electronics small enough to fit inside a guitar.
A project of that magnitude isn't going to happen overnight, especially since I just moved into this house last week and I must build a new lab first, so I decided to start on a smaller scale. I bought a pair of boards to build a 3 oscillator analog synth. I had about half of the parts to populate the boards, some of it saved from my first synth build in 1972. The rest just got ordered from Mouser.
I plan to build this thing as it is intended, and then use it as a test bed for ideas. The machine in question is:
Music From Outer Space - Your Synth-DIY Headquarters
There is an expander, and I am building that too.
Music From Outer Space - Your Synth-DIY Headquarters
Any interest in seeing a thread devoted to its build up and eventual modification.
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