Now, be fair, we did not know it.
But the fact is when I still lived in Buda, Zoltán Kocsis lived in the next street.
When we were walking on the street Nárcisz with our dog, we often heard him on the piano as he practicing.
What a pity that apart from that I did not hear him playing live.
Now it is not longer possible. 🙁
But the fact is when I still lived in Buda, Zoltán Kocsis lived in the next street.
When we were walking on the street Nárcisz with our dog, we often heard him on the piano as he practicing.
What a pity that apart from that I did not hear him playing live.
Now it is not longer possible. 🙁
It's more of an astonishment about the sheer number of musicians who didn't make it across the doorstep this one.
(I miss Luciano Pavarotti, and he's been a dodo for a decade, go figure)
I don't know, I told it to you my own experiences with antidepressants.
When my son died, my doctor sent me to psychiatrist and psychologist.
Well, I said, why not? It will not be worse.
Psychologist was exceedingly enthusiastic and helpful at least.
But he could not tell me anything that I couldn't know from myself.
I did not expect anything else.
What did the psychiatrist?
She looked at me, as if I would be a cockroach, and said, there is Xanax you need it one pills for a day.
I wanted to tell her, I know a good psychologist.
So I take one pill Xanax for two or three months, then she asked me one of my next visit for her, how you feel yourself?
I have said, I'm not really well, so she intended me two pills/day.
Well, let it be.
So I take two pills/day for more two or three months, I can't remember.
Next time, I could not tell her that I'm better, so she tried again to raise the dose.
Then I said it in myself, enough!
I stopped taking the ****!ng medicines.
Anyway, I was aware of this problem can not be solved.
Most of what man can do is try to live with the pain never ending. This is my cross.
But what I really want to say, when I suddenly left that ******* medicines, I have experienced something I don't want even for my enemies. (If I have one.)
It was a real phisical feeling in my brain, I could describe it, as it was like Muhammad Ali aka Cassius Clay was training inside my brain, if it would be a punching bag.
Four to five times per minute.
It lasts for three or four days long.
It was a shocking experience, I can tell you.
Must have to say, I never-ever tried any of the drugs and I never will, it is for sure.
I do not take painkillers, or sleeping pills as well.
Remember, when I said to psychiatrist, as of we can try to heal our brain with such drugs like Xanax etc... it is like as we trying to repair a clock with stone ax.
I saw it in her eyes, I did not get myself right now a friend.
I hope so, you are not bored.
And you can understand what I wanted to say.
When my son died, my doctor sent me to psychiatrist and psychologist.
Well, I said, why not? It will not be worse.
Psychologist was exceedingly enthusiastic and helpful at least.
But he could not tell me anything that I couldn't know from myself.
I did not expect anything else.
What did the psychiatrist?
She looked at me, as if I would be a cockroach, and said, there is Xanax you need it one pills for a day.
I wanted to tell her, I know a good psychologist.
So I take one pill Xanax for two or three months, then she asked me one of my next visit for her, how you feel yourself?
I have said, I'm not really well, so she intended me two pills/day.
Well, let it be.
So I take two pills/day for more two or three months, I can't remember.
Next time, I could not tell her that I'm better, so she tried again to raise the dose.
Then I said it in myself, enough!
I stopped taking the ****!ng medicines.
Anyway, I was aware of this problem can not be solved.
Most of what man can do is try to live with the pain never ending. This is my cross.
But what I really want to say, when I suddenly left that ******* medicines, I have experienced something I don't want even for my enemies. (If I have one.)
It was a real phisical feeling in my brain, I could describe it, as it was like Muhammad Ali aka Cassius Clay was training inside my brain, if it would be a punching bag.
Four to five times per minute.
It lasts for three or four days long.
It was a shocking experience, I can tell you.
Must have to say, I never-ever tried any of the drugs and I never will, it is for sure.
I do not take painkillers, or sleeping pills as well.
Remember, when I said to psychiatrist, as of we can try to heal our brain with such drugs like Xanax etc... it is like as we trying to repair a clock with stone ax.
I saw it in her eyes, I did not get myself right now a friend.
I hope so, you are not bored.
And you can understand what I wanted to say.
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Embrace the pain, pain is good, Gyuri.
Then have another beer.
(I'd stay well clear of crosses in bottles, that's intended to store ZM's remains in after he's a goner. http://www.diyaudio.com/forums/pass...high-end-off-topic-thread-38.html#post2417412 )
If I want to do something nice brainwashing for myself, I do not read the news.
Rather I listen to something like this:
Nik Bärtsch's Ronin - Llyrìa - Modul 55
Rather I listen to something like this:
Nik Bärtsch's Ronin - Llyrìa - Modul 55
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don't want to corrupt the thread's purpose, but:
-alcohol is a depressor (maybe try to set a limit per day?)
-there are chances female doctors may not be the best thing when you need someone to be ''put inside you'' by projection. Women are also more emotive in general...not too good.
-when you take antidepressor, don't stop radically! make it progressive, or it can be dangerous.
-Try to find group of people who can be in the same situation as you are that you can talk to, locally. chances are you are not alone in your situation. Don't be afraid to try new things or try to begin new relationship with someone (be frank but gentle at the same time (my advice)).
-if you don't help yourself first, people will be reluctant to help you, in general.
-maybe try to get involved in charity or volontary work or anything that get you in contact with other people. too much Self folding can be bad
-try to play puzzles of any kind to get your brain going a little and give you a little chanllenge
anyway... if you want to private message me, i charge 10 euros per PM
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Hello Gyuri.
Your experience accords with my recent researches.
I cannot find the particular article that I read but the summary is as follows.
Exotoxicants and so called psychiatric 'medications' serve as anticholinesterase inhibitors.
Anticholinesterase is a 'clean up' molecule that 'resets' neuronal signalling.
So when you take Xanax or similar 'drug' (actually poison), homeostasis is disrupted and your brain compensates by generating more acetylcholine receptors.
Your 'therapist' then advises increase dosage of this poison which further causes increase in neuronal receptors.
So you decide enough of this nonsense and cease taking the medication.
You now have excess of receptors and you are well familiar with the consequent effects while the brain strives to reduce the number of receptors.
In time this does happen, but takes some time.
This 'out of control' condition is seen by the medicos as evidence that the drug was working.
The problem is that these drugs treat the symptom and not the cause, and are the basis of a huge self serving industry with you the victim of this folly.
Dan.
Max,
you should try some, you fit the profile of someone who would enjoy neurotransmitters. (any transmitter for that matter, or mad hatter)
you should try some, you fit the profile of someone who would enjoy neurotransmitters. (any transmitter for that matter, or mad hatter)
Jacco, I currently have enough glyphosate in system to last a lifetime and am currently researching ways to remediate this situation.
So go ahead, please profile me according to your beliefs or self learned knowledge and we can discuss from there.
Dan.
So go ahead, please profile me according to your beliefs or self learned knowledge and we can discuss from there.
Dan.
I'm at 10ft distance from an expert in neurotransmitters, Max.
(including 10 years worth of medical degrees)
(including 10 years worth of medical degrees)
Good, ask him about the direct and consequential effects of organophospates on endocrine systems and numerous bodily systems and feedback mechanisms.
Dan.
Dan, ask her, rather than ask him. 🙂
Perhaps the example of watch repair was not good enough.
The brain medication is like as we would like to fix an unknown structure, disintegrated quantum computer, with an arc welding machine.
It is only my opinion, and it is lack any of scientific base.
But it is good for me.
This whole thing has already happened more than ten years ago, but I'm still here.
I'm not an alcoholic, just I like beer.
But I am able to do without it.
I do not want to kill myself, and I don't want to kill others as well..
Even my wife I do not wish to kill with malice aforethought, without any mitigating circumstances.
If I would do it, no more than in a terrible passion.
Lets see that Sony VFET amp.
Perhaps the example of watch repair was not good enough.
The brain medication is like as we would like to fix an unknown structure, disintegrated quantum computer, with an arc welding machine.
It is only my opinion, and it is lack any of scientific base.
But it is good for me.
This whole thing has already happened more than ten years ago, but I'm still here.
I'm not an alcoholic, just I like beer.
But I am able to do without it.
I do not want to kill myself, and I don't want to kill others as well..
Even my wife I do not wish to kill with malice aforethought, without any mitigating circumstances.
If I would do it, no more than in a terrible passion.
Lets see that Sony VFET amp.
If I can find the article you will have proof that the concept of brain 'chemical imbalance' that can be 'corrected' by application of a 'pharmaceutical' toxin is flawed, unproven and untrue.
The truth is deeper than this, sensitivities like gluten intolerance cause inflammation and change in permeability of the gut, which then sets up a whole chain of consequences including neurological effects.
Intake of other toxins synergistically further alter endocrine processes and interactively increase the effects of other sensitivities.
The solution is to control or eliminate the root detrimental causes and then 'disintegrated quantum computer' homeostasis automatic correction follows.
Prescribing an 'arc welder' in a pill bottle will never provide any cure, actually only harm in the long term.
So you are subscribed to a patch that works for you, all good.
A wise old bloke once said to me 'the best drug is no drugs'.
I enjoy my organics beers and wines, but I always keep that thought.
Dan.